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Dear Wendy,
I miss you. Do you miss me? Have you noticed I'm gone? The longer I stay here the more I think that I made you up, that I made our entire world up, that it's a dream and this is the reality I forgot. But I don't really forget things, do I? So even if you're a dream, you're real somewhere. I like that idea, maybe, that I wandered into a dream and you were real there so in some world you're a real person. Because you're too good to be a fake person.
I wish I knew someone here who was like you. I have some friends here; don't get me wrong. I have Zach and Claire and Teddy, but lately things have been off and I don't know if I'm making it up. Teddy went home, I saw Kate talk about it. I wish I could tell her that I'm sorry. But Kate doesn't like me, and I don't want to bring it up.
And Claire...I don't think that anything she did - I know that everything she said - wasn't true. I know that she probably likes me. But even with Claire I hesitate a little. Because there's no certainty in this place. I wish you were here with me, because Adam would never get it but you would. You would take care of me. I think, if I learned anything from this place, it's that I don't need anyone to take care of me. But that doesn't mean that I don't want it. I still get lost all the time. I still feel like everything's a dream, some days.
I wish that everything was real for me, or fake, I guess it doesn't matter which as long as I could trust my own judgment.
I'm sorry about Seraphim.
I guess I love you too.
Nathanael
/filter
I was never really interested in Pokemon.
I guess some people left. I suppose it doesn't matter much. I didn't speak to him much anymore, anyway. I'm sorry for his friends, though.
Our chair is back to normal. That kind of bums me out. It was fun, while it lasted.
Some of these curses aren't so bad, are they?
Is anyone besides Nate interested in soccer? I was hoping we could get a real game going.
Dear Wendy,
I miss you. Do you miss me? Have you noticed I'm gone? The longer I stay here the more I think that I made you up, that I made our entire world up, that it's a dream and this is the reality I forgot. But I don't really forget things, do I? So even if you're a dream, you're real somewhere. I like that idea, maybe, that I wandered into a dream and you were real there so in some world you're a real person. Because you're too good to be a fake person.
I wish I knew someone here who was like you. I have some friends here; don't get me wrong. I have Zach and Claire and Teddy, but lately things have been off and I don't know if I'm making it up. Teddy went home, I saw Kate talk about it. I wish I could tell her that I'm sorry. But Kate doesn't like me, and I don't want to bring it up.
And Claire...I don't think that anything she did - I know that everything she said - wasn't true. I know that she probably likes me. But even with Claire I hesitate a little. Because there's no certainty in this place. I wish you were here with me, because Adam would never get it but you would. You would take care of me. I think, if I learned anything from this place, it's that I don't need anyone to take care of me. But that doesn't mean that I don't want it. I still get lost all the time. I still feel like everything's a dream, some days.
I wish that everything was real for me, or fake, I guess it doesn't matter which as long as I could trust my own judgment.
I'm sorry about Seraphim.
I guess I love you too.
Nathanael
/filter
I was never really interested in Pokemon.
I guess some people left. I suppose it doesn't matter much. I didn't speak to him much anymore, anyway. I'm sorry for his friends, though.
Our chair is back to normal. That kind of bums me out. It was fun, while it lasted.
Some of these curses aren't so bad, are they?
Is anyone besides Nate interested in soccer? I was hoping we could get a real game going.