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[malochai]

 I suppose I have been reading other people's journals and ramblings and need to write down my own as they are coming out in more emotion than words. Perhaps if the words come out then I can find some bit of peace. Yes Oh my LiveJournal... what of it.? I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I feel exhausted with anxiety about an unknown and

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[blankmeridian]

I wish I had cool cheer-up things to tell you. Mostly I think that at least 75% of people don't really know what they're doing either; they just sort of stumble their way into their future by picking something that fleetingly interests them and then sticking with it because you have to stick with something, apparently. And the other 25% just randomly find/are born with something that they love AND are good at AND can survive off of, and we all just kind of assume that that's what everyone's life should be and that if ours isn't it's because of somethign we did wrong, when really that 25% just got very, very lucky. Point being that I think it's pretty common to be frequently overwhelmed by feelings of WHAT AM I GONNA DO WITH MY LIIIIIIFE? and you should just go to the library or a bakery or the woods and things will seem a little less dire (THESE ARE MY SOLUTIONS TO THINGS, OKAY?).

[malochai]

Thanks man, ; )