i struggle
and its not helping anyone.

john pp thinks i should update more
i think he should wear his bunny shirt

today was so nice ( Read more... )

the more and more i look at houses for prom the more and more excited i get ( Read more... )

i didnt start thinking about prom yet
but apparently everyone else did
so many people have things planned
which makes me nervous and feel like we're behind
and we're gonna end up screwed

we didnt do a limo
we have no idea where we're going after
AND IM GOING TO END UP GOING ALONE

i got into quinnipiac today
i got a deans scholarship
$15000 every year i go there.
i feel bad though, i dont want to go there
and now someone else is missing out on that opportunity and money

i got into u maryland.
and its scholars program.
its my second choice, and im pumped..
even if i dont get into my first choice,
i wont end up in connecticut

SUCH A GOOD NIGHT
drive bys with fingers
and serious dance parties
and sing a longs
and then a really nice weapons video at allys that features me

o goodness

i have a constant sense of impending doom
i never stop considering the worst case scenario
and convincing myself its going to happen
i actually get stressed and upset,
all the time.

today i worked with frankie ( Read more... )