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I am feeling better. I little bit more relaxed. It takes a few days rest and a good stern talking to from two people I truly look up too. But I have cleared my head, wrote some things down and really reflected on my life ( Read more... )

You know how are always, in the back of your mind, wonder if this is going to be the last day on this planet? Wondering if you will wake up in the morning to see the next day? But it never over-takes your life and you just go on with your day and forget you even had the thought. But what happens when it does happen to over-take your life. That ( Read more... )

They are the worse thing in the world. Your heart starts to race, you feel like you are being boxed in, you can't think straight and you want to cry ( Read more... )

...does not recover you from being up for 38 hours. Especially after fixing the store, going to the hospital because you are an idiot and your body feeling like it is going to just stop on you every second now ( Read more... )

...I AM GOING TO E3 THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

For those not so geek-in-mind... Electronic Entertainment Expo.... the BIGGEST gamers heaven. YAY! I AM GOING TO LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO SHIT THIS WAS AMAZING!

HALESTORM
FLYLEAF
SHINEDOWN
SEETHER!!!!!!!!!!

I GOT TO SEE SHINEDOWN. THEY PLAYED "45" AND "SIMPLE MAN"!!!!!!!!!

MY LIFE IS COMPLETE!

I love going to the gym. Tonight was especially nice. Late night, go into the pool, which of course had to be about 60 degrees. Fun. Same about a 1500 (60 laps for the non-swimmers out there). Not bad, getting past warm-up stage (1000 or 40 laps), just can't wait to be able to say to can actually swim that non-stop again. That might take me ( Read more... )

The greatest things about going to the gym is that I can be as ugly as I am and NO ONE GIVES A CRAP!

I walk in there with no makeup, baggy clothes and a "fuck off leave me to my machines" look and that is what everyone else is like. I do not have to try and impress someone or anything.

I love the gym.

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