what sucks is those narcissistic moments when you look back over your journal as a whole, get self conscious and think about what an idiot you sound like.
[i can say that because i know what you mean. i figure you must be insanely bored and/or trying to block out the rest of your household if you are critiquing your past entries (i've done my own when i was extremely bored, but it's a good measurement tool to show growth and progress, and a reason for me to pray ... "dear god, please let me grow and progress and not be so dumb sometimes.") sorry, i would help but i have no use for a puppy right now! ]
oh, i know it's good fun because i have indulged myself before, but then i always want to erase all of everything i've ever written and take a cold shower when i'm done. and i promise i'll never do it again, but 3 months later on a very boring evening, i usually find myself thumbing back again...
it is like catholic-style guilt trip. didn't you attend school in plaid as a child? it is not your fault.
just say 3 "hail mary"s, 5 "our father"s, and 18 "thank ya jesus!"s and pray for the strength to not delete your past, and then call me in the morning.
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cut it out.
[i can say that because i know what you mean. i figure you must be insanely bored and/or trying to block out the rest of your household if you are critiquing your past entries (i've done my own when i was extremely bored, but it's a good measurement tool to show growth and progress, and a reason for me to pray ... "dear god, please let me grow and progress and not be so dumb sometimes.") sorry, i would help but i have no use for a puppy right now! ]
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yep, like you said, sounds like catholic-guilt-trip-type masturbation alright.
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it is like catholic-style guilt trip. didn't you attend school in plaid as a child? it is not your fault.
just say 3 "hail mary"s, 5 "our father"s, and 18 "thank ya jesus!"s and pray for the strength to not delete your past, and then call me in the morning.
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