I'm falling for a very prideful, charismatic Leo who has quite a reputation with people. I feel overly cautious but I am trying to figure out whether I should let my guard down or not. I've been withholding the simple kiss because I feel like when we finally do it will be very magnetic. I'm almost afraid of the intensity. I feel the crackle ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm writing to a dead cousin when I write to you. Our jovial chances to get to communicate are so far and few in between. I wish there was a way we could communicate more. I enjoy getting to hear from you and hear about your life. I consider you true family ( Read more... )

:(

I just work and feel empty.
Miss and feel hollow.

Jeez...

Even in my dreams I see him and I am still upset about it. In my dreams I find myself trying to avoid looking at him and going to the bathroom simply so I can regain composure. WTH. Brain of mine, let me rest.

So long ( Read more... )

Мысли под солнцем, узнающие лица ты хочешь простится, неважно, пусть мне бы забыться, взорваться, разбиться и жить не ленится грусть. Я так хочу, чтобы вдруг пошёл, доооооожд

закрой мне глаза, а сердце оставь... не трогай меня, оставь засыпать

I can't look at photographs of Tam anymore, especially the ones from our first trip to Asheville.. the love that was once in his eyes is too hard to bear anymore...

I am all kinds of ridiculous with my avoidance of writing...

I had a dream that Brandon was so excited about seeing me again--actually it may have been a weird dream hybrid of Brandon and Tam. Anyway, he was living in a room very similar to my grandparents apartment in my parents house--haha. I was in his room with him and he was excited and enamored it was precious. I was smiling about it. His mother ( Read more... )

Ya tebya skuchayu, brat. I hope things are going well for you and Brent.

I would love for you to update me on you life!!

Ty Brat,
Beskva