I'm so excited to say that TANTOR TOOK ME BACK!! Even though I up and left them, they took me back! As I said a million times before, it's the perfect job for me and the nitpicking introverted book fiend word obsessed nerd that I am. I'm so glad I took the chance and asked for my job back. It took a while for an opening to pop up (one of the other ( Read more... )

OMG I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE HIGH HOLIDAYS TO BE OVER! Why did I take on so much this year? I have a speech to give on September 30th as part of our synagogue's Elul series, I have 3 solos on Rosh Hashanah day 1 ( Read more... )

Dear Universe ( Read more... )

Can't sleep ( Read more... )

I wish I knew how to get them out ( Read more... )

of me in the red dress, puffy sleeves, and in between ( Read more... )

I put away the pills and did my homework. This is the tightrope I walk.

i go from counting pills to checking add/drop deadlines ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything extracurricular in so long. Words feel stiff as my knuckles. Maybe it's best to just let the thoughts fossilize...I have so much that's gone undocumented--new jobs, new breakdowns, roles played (who ELSE should play Queen Vashti than the woman who named her bird after the character), and most recently, chanted verses. It' ( Read more... )

This is springing directly out of a comment I left on the entry before the music one ( Read more... )