I have a regular bathtub, and sure I'd love a hot tub -- before Andrew thought about leaving it was a dream of mine to put one under the back porch some day -- but it was just a dream.
Don't need/want bulk foods as it's just me here. Hate the dirt & work needed to make the areas outside the house look good & grow things since Andrew left. Don't care if I get more patience, have friends though not that nonromantic longtime best friend which would be nice but I don't dwell on it anymore, and can't complain about money -- even though it's tighter now than since at least 1995 -- because most everyone else is in the same boat or a lot worse. Besides, it makes me more angry than envious when I think about it too much.
I don't get why you think you have to feel gratitude that you don't have what you want.
I don't need to be grateful for things I lack. I just know I'm much happier if I focus on my blessings instead of my desires. It's a tightrope, because desire can fuel productivity... just gotta harness it right, I suppose.
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I have a regular bathtub, and sure I'd love a hot tub -- before Andrew thought about leaving it was a dream of mine to put one under the back porch some day -- but it was just a dream.
Don't need/want bulk foods as it's just me here. Hate the dirt & work needed to make the areas outside the house look good & grow things since Andrew left. Don't care if I get more patience, have friends though not that nonromantic longtime best friend which would be nice but I don't dwell on it anymore, and can't complain about money -- even though it's tighter now than since at least 1995 -- because most everyone else is in the same boat or a lot worse. Besides, it makes me more angry than envious when I think about it too much.
I don't get why you think you have to feel gratitude that you don't have what you want.
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