So I was just talking with my friend KJ and she is reading a book called Quarter Life Crisis. It got me to thinking that maybe that's what I'm going through. So i went online and researched it. I read a lot and answered some questions and as it turns out, I am in fact going through what they call a quarter life crisis ( Read more... )

Today my friend was layed off and we work for the same company. It makes me nervous to think i could loss my job just like that. I have money in my savings to get me through a few months but tohave no income is a scary thought. I think if that happened, i would move more towards the mountains, speaking of moving, i have to get my statement of ( Read more... )

Well here we go again. I tend to only write in my journal at home and my journal online when my life falls apart. here i am single again. I thought Meredith was the one. I had finally met someone besides Ashlee that I loved and it was beautiful. Then she decided she didn't want me anymore and wanted to be with other people more than with me. That ( Read more... )

I wouldn't take back the heartache
I wouldn't take back the pain.
I wouldn't take back feeling hopeless
I wouldn't take back feeling lost.

You have given me a heart
and taken away the pain.
You have given me hope
and found me in wreckage.

You are my dreams.
my everything.
My soul
my love

So very happy. Its unreal. :) i can't stop smiling...it's beautiful. you make me happy. you're beautiful in every way shape and form. I adore every inch of you.

Home again. feels amazing. relaxing. safe. secure. content. loving.

It was incredible to see you...more than you'll ever know

well here i go again setting myself up for a dissapointment. i have yet to understand why i do this to myself...i keep doing this and seriously all i'm doing is hurting myself. I need to start over again as usual. why is it that i seem to be second rate not only to others but also to myself. i need to learn to put myself first then maybe someone ( Read more... )

first update in over 72 weeks ( Read more... )

i feel blah. i dont know what to do. how can something that feels so perfect just come to an end just like that. i just dont know what to do, i feel so lost right now. i wish it was easy for me like it seems to be for you, you haven't called me all day, i have to ask you to call me....shit this just hurts, i hate feeling empty like i do tonight...i ( Read more... )

i saw the spark in your eye,
the spark that said, "tonight you're mine."
tonight we will beat the odds,
we will expand time into an eternity,
and it will stay with us forever,
to be remembered in our hearts.

wrote that about the other night!

:)