Angst is a curse {word}

[mamaslilrachel]

i am beginning to think that everyone's happy but me.
i truly am becoming a solipist.
my problems, my life, my WHOLE world is so...
epic.
it seems like everything must just be a breeze to everyone else.
and why wouldn't it be?
my entire existence may very well be based on an overactive subconcious, which would make me the only one eligible to fill the

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[sing_dream_love]

Everyone is not happy, hunny. I know I'm not. Not at all. My life has just been so fucked for the past like, year. I've always struggled with happiness/depression/etc, but this last year has been like, horribly unhappy.

If you killed yourself, it would matter, at least to me...I'd be sad...very sad.

P.S. If you want to keep what you write in here private, I suggest checking the friends only mark when you post, that way only the people you have friended, such as myself, can read it. Did you know Ted has one of these? Has he read your journal?

I miss the Comfort in being sad

[sped_bean]

Sometimes all we need is a little insight into someone to open a new door

Honey!!!

[sped_bean]

Baby, I've been trying to figure out how to get ahold of you all day.

I don't think anything is going through so I'm sending this to you to let you know that I set up a new e-mail that uncle doesn't know about. It's able_danger@hush.com.

Hopefully I'll still be able to talk to you there.

I love you honey! Don't forget it!

Re: Honey!!!

[mamaslilrachel]

hi baby!!! it all went through, im sorry! what happened was me & vannah stayed up really late last night and woke up pretty early this morning, and my head hurt real bad (it's been doing that lately off and on) so i ate breakfast and laid back down for a minute to rest my eyes and my head and i fell asleep for FOUR HOURS!!! i didnt wake up until 4:30pm!!!!!!!
now everyone is making fun of me for sleeping all day.
haha.
i love you babe!!!
be safe!!
<333
all my lovin always
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