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[mamasmurff]

So here's the deal, I'm pretty much dying. And because I'm the luckiest girl in the world its gonna be a slow-ish process.

Here are the facts:
Cardiomegaly fuckin sucks!
Chronic/severe Anemia sucks!
Bleeding from the cunt every 2 weeks for 8 days a stretch is pretty fucking miserable as well.
My immune system is nonexistent due to the blood issues/

Comments

[darkangel_0410]

I'm sorry *hugs* I wish I could say something to make you feel better, but I've got nothing. Still, I hope you get better soon, or at least feel better.

[mamasmurff]

*bearhugs*The fact that ya even noticed this post made me feel better. Thanks for the love darlin ;-)!

Oh and by the way I was super bummed out, totally read your ridiculously delicious fic "Mine", and it completely made my fuckin week! I was so anxious to read it I fuckin forgot to review. So on my next day off I'm totally going to go back and review! Ok well I'm off to search for new mcmg smut!

[darkangel_0410]

Your welcome :)

Really? You liked it that much? That's so cool! I'm glad it could help you feel better *happy dance* Let me know if you find any good smut; I've been looking for new MMG smut forever. I swear, it's like everyone's got smut block going on or something.

[mamasmurff]

Like it? I fuckin love it! And as a testament to your awesomeness I would like to state that I absolutely loathe Alex Roost and Justin Gabriel and some how you managed to make them seem cute, borderline loveable.

I can't find any guns smut anyfuckingwhere! Either I'm gonna have to get over my stage fright and write myself or I'm gonna have to find a way to barter smut from my favorite writers(you are included in this girlie!).

[retroginger]

Oh, wow. I'm sorry you're going through such a difficult time right now.

What is cardiomegaly?

Try to take care of yourself. Things will turn around soon.

[mamasmurff]

Thanks girl! I'm doing my best to make sure I do the stuff within my power that will help me get better.

Cardiomegaly is what they call an enlarged heart. My anemia is not helping at all and 2 out of the 4 doctors I've seen believe that it may even be the cause of the cardiomegaly. I just Ty and keep the negative off my mind but when the chest pains kick in I find thinking "oh fuck! now is a great time for my heart to explode -_-"

Thanks again for the well wishes, and but the way where can I find that best if mmg in AAW?

[retroginger]

"2 out of the 4 doctors"? I'd tell you to get a second opinion, but that doesn't sound like it would help any. It's so nice when the doctors don't agree:(

You can get The Best of The Machine Guns in AAW from smartmarkvideo.com. Awesome dvd. Well worth the $15. More MMG always makes me feel better.