I'm making myself update because it's been a few days again. Honestly, right now though I feel like complete shit. I'm exhausted but feeling so sick that I am afraid to lay down and get comfy because I don't want to have to get up and go run to the shower to calm down (showers,baths, etc calm me down when I get anxious). I'm gonna try this though.
Things have really been sucking. I still can't find a job. Thoma and I have been having problems. That's all fixed though and I am so glad. I gave myself a headache today from crying so much. I'm so lucky to have him.