so i went to the 2nd interview. i don't think i got the job. im not getting my hopes up anymore about it. i just have this feeling that i bombed it. if i hear from them, i will be surprised. they said i will hear from them in about a week. im still looking for other jobs though. there's gotta be something out there that i can do besides working ( Read more... )

so my 1st interview went really good yesterday. i have the 2nd one today. i have to call to find out what time it is cause i can't remember if it's at 1 or 2. my mom has me paranoid that their going to give me my drug test today. so im drinking hella hella water. i know i shouldn't get my hopes up about this job but i can't help it. it's such a ( Read more... )

so i have that interview at 11. im nervous as crap even though all im doing is taking a bunch of assessments. still havent figured out how to pass the piss test. i don't even know why im bothering with this job being as im not clean but im going to cross my fingers and knock on wood anyway.

time to get ready. wish me luck anyway.

so work was good last night, i had no problems whatsoever. i did almost get into it with another closer though cause apparantly he didn't know that i've been working for wendys for 2 years now. he talked to me like i was stupid and well i fixed that real real quick. but other than that, the night went perfect ( Read more... )

so tonight is my first night back to work in 2 months. i know i should be sleeping, getting myself all relaxed and ish but fuss fuss decided she really wanted to be a fuss fuss and won't go back to sleep for nothing. she slept through the night fine, which i am very thankful for, but couldn't she at least take a little nap for me? .lol. im only ( Read more... )

sorry for nor updating since the last post. once again me and him got into a huge fight over him not helping me with the baby. im sick of always coming around to this. this time it was because i wanted the night off and him thinking i didn't need one. ummm NO. and then he told me "it's my duty" to take care of her all the time. and i told him wrong ( Read more... )

we just had a huge huge blowout. and i mean HUGE.

i don't know if were still together or what.

he just dipped and now im about to take my mom's car and me and her are going for a drive.

if he can run, so can i.

i just wish i didn't have to come back.

i keep trying to call to make my post-partum appointment so that i can go back to work but these people keep giving me the runaround. im half tempted to just go back to work regardless. we really really need the extra money. i can't take it anymore. im sick of being in the house all the time. im going to go back to wendys for maybe a month, and ( Read more... )

you know what i love the most in the mornings? when im changing the baby and she pees on me when i have her lower half held up and then promptly having her get sick on my face. thanks love you too sweetie ( Read more... )

how many times are my buttons going to get pushed before snap?

seriously.

he's really making me think about A LOT of shit, or rethink i should say.

i just want to take her and run right now.