Why damnit

[man0fsense]

So okay.. I had to talk about it.....you know of this Toni and I's situation... Of last.. Well, I just here a few days maybe a week now been getting pokes on Facebook from her........Nice, it'd been since we'd went out.... but I wondered and went to look.... When they stopped she' had been put "In a Relationship" and with who....Well..now it's "

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[sleep_0f_reason]

I really don't understand your thinking when it comes to women. When a door closes, you really aren't suppose to open it again. Not even a crack. Doors closing are meant for you to go on..move it forward. What do you care what she has to say about this ended relationship? It has nothing to do with you, and you won't find any amusement in it..so, why? She didn't want to be in a relationship with you and obviously doesn't know how to be a good friend to you. She has so many strikes against her at this point that she should be a non-issue for you. Think about the women who you've repeatedly let back into your life only to hurt you..this one is no different. I want someone to love you, be your friend, no ulterior motives ON you, INVOLVING you, or for their own selfish lack of self esteem reasons...stop looking back..'cause you're probably missing someone right in front of you

[man0fsense]

Hi Sweetie..

Mom is doing pretty well. Has lost like 40 Ibs and able to walk a lot better (still with a walker yet), but mainly her lung capacity level is up and she is off the oxygen. I think it reads like 98 and as long as above 90 she is off it...

Still small set backs.. I was down last week and she had a fever on Sat.. Sunday it was gone.. Tuesday they put her in the hosital with ammonia.. Think she was back to the care center Friday.. .> Calling today to check up again.. My sister was down over the wekend so I stayed home and will go back this weekend again...

HOW are YOU???..

and ... I wonder about my thinking too, but know better and still let that door open alwys a bit... and why I don' t know..

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

[sleep_0f_reason]

I don't even know what to say about your evasive and dismissive one liner at the end of your comment.

[man0fsense]

Okay... see if I can try to explain me.....I've known Toni now maybe 8 years or so. She liked my art, he dad was an artist and she is as well.... She also rides.. I think some she's confused by guys from our talks when we went riding. Dunno what whould have happen if I'd been able to ride if she'd went for that guy she was with or not, but no matter. We are still riding friends, meaning her days off are during the week and I'm one person who can ride during the day.. I'd rather ride with a woman beside me then a guys anyway. Hmmm, I can be blunt with her. I'd just rather say things in prson then on email or what... I can it discussing things, she says arguing and she likes to be right and is most often..I'm a good one to make sure I get in the times she's not going to be right....... AND