Last night people might think that i was smashed but that is not the case at all. if i was trashed then i wouldnt remember anything but guess what?...i remember everything. If I was fucking gone then i wouldnt have been able to type out full sentances on AIM. that is all i have to say at this point and i just hate it when people assume shit that ( Read more... )

Today has been overall pretty damn good. I have been listening to Coal Chamber a lot today. I'm not sure why but i have been in a really metal mood. Anyways here is the lyrics to one of my favorite songs by Coal Chamber ( Read more... )

The have's the have not's ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. My mom and her bf are leaving tonight at some point and are leaving the house to me til sometime on saturday. I am going to be having people over throughout the whole time. If anyone wants to stop by, feel free it will be a good time I hope.

I am soooooo sick of hearing people saying "oh i love you sooooo much" or "i never want to loose you". It is bullshit. Nobody ever knows what true love is. I dont think that you can officially know. Everyone has their own thought of what love is and i dont think that any 2 are the same. I have never been in love. i just thought that i was. if i was ( Read more... )

Holy shit. I am tripping balls right now. i have no clue how i am able to be typing this right now. I have puked 2 times already and i hope that there isnt more

I was way too stoned for my own good the past 2 days. Not that i was complaining cuz if i was i would have been refusing the bowl, but not me, not now, not ever. I am going to a Rave on April first hopefully. My mom might be getting me tix for the Motley Crue concert that is going to be later in the year. If she does i think that i will cream my ( Read more... )

This is the band that i am in's first original song ( Read more... )

I dont know y but this afternoon i have had a really short fuse and i feel like just blowing up and killing anyone who pisses me off and this is the song that i have been listening to ( Read more... )

if people dont fucking start commenting i'm just gonna stop posting cause i dont think that anyone is even reading it, so fuck it