today was good...

but at this moment i realize that im an idiot.

hoping doesnt always work when it depends on the ideas of another person...

Dogville - sad movie kinda... i understood it for the most part, it would hard not to. it explains itself, i think.

i will never understand people.

i`am not evil... ill just keep telling myself that.

iam but one... i care not for history(well i do its just that people get hung up on it)

you dont have to search for something you already have.

Do you ever forget what you look like?

i mean one spends all day walking, talking,etc...

sometimes i feel kind of unconsious of the fact that im me, if you understand me.

me in the sense of what i see in the mirror. im become only aware of me as an entity.

im tired of typing... if anyone understands me, do you ever feel that way?

imagine the sky were a colour far from green, i mean blue... then fixate the image into your mind.

the world seems so much more brillante.

could someone explain to me how i manage to leave words out of the simplest of sentences.

waiting for god to stab in the face...

it would seem fitting,since i say that alot.

im afraid,but i still move forward.

i remember what it is that i want.

im afraid of it, but i will still try to attain it.

i dont have anything else, why not try.

i remember all the people who have made fun of me, those who have made me cry, made me hate myself.

im still going to kill them, i just need some time.

hmm... lately ive been listening to alot of foreign music, not just japanese stuff,most of it is tho.

an italian singer has my heart at the moment... not her, but her vocals...

supercar

acidman

theblackhorn

Ilaria Graziano

sparta locals...

youtube is nice.

last.fm is also nice.

what is first thing that comes to mind when you think Brandon Washington?

its like word association...