So I've been trying exceptionally hard not to complain so much anymore because people don't like it and what's the point it's not like people care or anything... I don't need fake sympathy. So idk lately I've been in such a weird mood. One minute I'm up then I'm down and then later I'll be up again. Yeah I've been thinking about everything ( Read more... )

   Alright this is getting fucking ridiculous. Ashley stop fucking blaming me for the shit tht happened. I told both you and Scott that I don't care if you were around so don't blame that shit on me. It was YOUR choice to seperate your self not mine. So stop giving this fucking bullshit excuse saying "I was trying to make Strato happy". I didn't ( Read more... )

So yes I lied to you when you asked me if I was ok... I'm sorry that just wasn't the place I wanted to discuss it and I don't really want to discuss it because you'll most likely get angry and that's not really something I want/need right now. Sorry if I needed to "cheer up" I'm just kind of a little pissed off... don't be mad at me for this... you ( Read more... )

Wow I forgot what it's like to be this happy and relieved lol seriously. Everything is fixed and good and yah. I've been pretty dang happy. Contimplating on if I should give this one thing a chance or not, but idk I suppose I'll get some insight before doing so. ^_^ Omg I forgot how happy listening to Coldplay makes me feel. It puts me into a new ( Read more... )

Sooooo the body exhibit was freaking kick ass!!!!! I actually touched one of the bodies. (even though I wasn't supposed to) I was with Scott, Michelle, Liz, and Jeanette pretty much the whole time. Mostly Scott and Michelle and it was really fun. I had an awesome time. I wanna go back at least one more time before they leave, but I doubt that'll ( Read more... )

So work was ok... it was dead the whole day. The maximum amount of cars I saw in the parking lot all day had to of been 6. So the whole store was clean at like 7:30 and I was like wtf I don't need to be here, but my boss wouldn't let me get off early. So instead for the remaining 2 hours I rode around on a scooter and talked to Anita (cool cashier ( Read more... )

      Well Scott and I worked things out and I'm not really mad at him anymore. I actually ended up spending the night at his house last night. We spent a big sum of time playing the sims night life. Yesterday and today with some minor details have been really great. I'm having the time of my life at work it sucks though since we're closing down in ( Read more... )

       I don't know what's going on, but it's up to you to do something about it. I've tried, but you won't talk to me I mean you barely even give me eye contact. I'm here for you for anything that's going on, but it's your choice. My helping hand will always be there for you no matter what... it's just a matter if you're willing to except it and ( Read more... )

Well I really don't know what's going on anymore. I feel like I'm pushing everyone away and I have no clue what I'm doing... It seems like people are annoyed with me or something and I don't even know what I did or if I even did anything. I also feel like people have been talking about me behind my back, but I'm not going to accuse anyone because I ( Read more... )

Alright I'm sick of feeling this way. I'm ready to get over it. All I need is to talk to you about some things and I will be done. I can't take feeling like shit constantly. I'm over it now I just wanna talk and straighten things out. Hopefully you'll go ahead and talk to me. Nothings going to change if we don't talk things out.