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Feb 23, 2006 13:11

It feels weird to know both of your (female) best friends from high school just kind of stopped caring about you or about seeing you one day. Well I tried pretty hard to talk to both and see both, but I don't know I guess there is something wrong with me. I feel like Rowan is the only one who I can count on to be here and he doesn't really have any ( Read more... )

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rushmixtape5 February 24 2006, 01:08:56 UTC

Hey don't worry Sarah just trust with your instincts and with yur heart. Your heart will always guide you.

_letsgetbusy February 24 2006, 06:54:49 UTC

It may seem like others may not care, but something could be troubling them, or they could just be kind of distant due to not seeing you for a while.

Either way, it must be nice having someone to love, and love you back.

I really hope this works out, if not, you can always come back to Angelo:)

manayatma February 25 2006, 02:11:19 UTC

It hardly seems like he loves me back, honestly. I'm sure they did have things troubling them, but I don't think that justifies ditching your friends on a pretty regular basis.

gnarly_alien February 24 2006, 19:37:59 UTC

Isn't it crazy how parenthood suddenly matures you (not so lucky with the other half). I think that you'll meet a better crowd out in Cali, people who can understand your situation and not be in the stupid high school mode. It sounds evil, but as far as Kyle is concerned, think as an independent. You know, sometimes ya just have to do what's best for you whatever that may be. You definitely don't want Rowan to be affected by Kyle's bitter attitude.

Just stay away from 19-20 year olds that are unemployed, live with their parents, and live to party. They are just worthless pieces of existence.

ihopeshedies February 25 2006, 00:10:33 UTC

Oh she said it best, I'm a worthless piece of existence. So I guess take it easy.

gnarly_alien February 25 2006, 20:14:20 UTC

I wasn't pointing the finger at you, I honestly don't know what goes on in your personal life and I'm not trying to find out. My comment was just based on my own history, and also trying to make the point that Sarah, when she moves or whatever, she should have friends that she could trust with Rowan. It's not a judgment of character, and I'm not saying someone who parties and lives with their parents is bad, there are just different priorities at hand. I wasn't trying to compromise your friendship. Yeah, Sarah and I have a lot in common now because we both have babies and boyfriends/husbands that just weren't ready for parenthood. But it's not like I've been in her business calling her every day or something, it's just kind of automatic, people who have kids suddenly have a better understanding of each other. Anyway, didn't mean to offend, just preaching-to-the-choir

ihopeshedies March 3 2006, 02:13:14 UTC

I apologize.

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my new livejournal ourbodiesremain February 25 2006, 00:42:33 UTC

Whatevers between us I dont know ( ... )

Re: my new livejournal manayatma February 25 2006, 02:05:15 UTC

I don't know if Tina was talking about you, it definately seems that way, sadly she's talked to me (myspace) more than you since I've been gone. It's not sad that I'm talking to her, it's just sad because she was never my best friend.

I don't know, this is the first time you've tried to talk to me about anything that happened and this isn't the first time you've blown me off in the past 6 months, I can't count how many times you had something more important (than me and other old friends) to do, but we'd always try again. It's like Lora all over again but worse because you sat there with us and said you couldn't believe she'd do that. I know I didn't give Lora that many chances. I guess I'm bitching while it looks like you're trying to apologize, it really just seems like another excuse.
I definately don't hate you, I care about you very much but its kind of like "where do we go from here?"

Re: my new livejournal ihopeshedies February 25 2006, 05:32:57 UTC

Well ok.

But to me it seems lke you and Tina have more in common....pregnancy, childbirth, significant other troubles.....

Like I said, you and I are on a different level and for whatever Ive done wrong I apologize.

I guess I'm not the same Lisa. If you want to let go, go ahead. I wont try anymore from here on. I'm not very happy with myself so whatever.

Re: my new livejournal solarpowersoul February 27 2006, 00:33:06 UTC

This may or may not be the time and place to say this, but..Lisa, i have to say that i feel much like sarah does, as far as being thrown aside, as though you could care less about our existance. but actually, i really think its yourself that needs to let go. that's not meant to be accusational at all. what i'm saying is...if you really have other "best friends" now or just people you'd rather spend time with, i think that's fine, just..don't keep stringing this along, making reasons for never seeing us/being able to see us, if you don't want to be involved with us anymore..okay, i'm only speaking for myself now, i can't speak for sarah or kyle or lora or anyone else because they may feel differently.the thing is, you've distanced yourself so much now...i feel like i'm talking to a stranger. i guess all i'm saying is that, if this is the end, let it be the end, let us quit pretending we still are great friends when we've lost touch and have no idea what's going on in each others' lives. i'm not saying go jump off a cliff and die, ( ... )