I'm miserable. miserable and full of shit. you all can just skip this entire entry... stop reading right here... I don't blame you if you do. I totally have been telling myself that it's not so bad, nate being gone and all. Which I suppose is the truth.... its not so bad... ITS FUCKING MISERABLE. I think it finally hit me tonight. He's been gone ( Read more... )

I am soooooooooooo friggen sick. Like, want to die sick. WTF. I never get sick... I cant remember the last time I ran a fever, let alone a 102 one. And i missed my double on sunday, and monday night, and considering that I still have a fever and cannot talk I'm pretty sure I'll not be working tomorrow night either. Sweet. still got that .34 cents ( Read more... )

I've decided that it is totally awesome that I pretend that I have more money than I actually due. You know, ignoring your month past due credit card bills and paying your car payment two weeks late while borrowing money from your roomates to pay for your share of utilities is just really good for my mental health ( Read more... )

OMG THIS IS SO WIERDDDDD! I totally just spent the past hour reading all my past entries from like three years ago. I guess I didn't realize how much I changed/grew up until now. Things ended up being so different than I expected. And who would have thought that I STILL would have no idea what the hell I am doing.

ummm here's some words of wisdom ( Read more... )

so far, Ulowell= a blast. Our room is sick, just about everyone on our floor is super friendly, I actually like being there, and the roommate situations are working out perfect. I think the biggest difference between bu and ulowell is I dont feel trapped there. Like, I know that my car is on campus and I can leave and run home or whatever, whenever ( Read more... )

I want to move in TODAY. I am so ready to start classes, be on my OWN schedule again, have my computer working and able to dl music again, live 100 yards from the gym... and make twice as much money waitressing as I was bussing! and I dont think i hafta take the work study job... so I might play rugby. We'll see... If I feel like I need an extra- ( Read more... )

Dear friends,

where have you disapeared to?

no one calls me anymore. what gives? Dont you people know I dont call you, you call me?

umm. just kidding. Sorta. But seriously... I know I have been MIA lately. So call me. Cuz I'm too stressed out to think to call anyone.

life sucks. Someone fix it for me.

I am officially sick of feeling this way.

Dear school, start NOW.