Dear Amanda,

Stop obsessing.

Thanks.

You know how I was insinuating this weekend was the worst ever?

Well. It got worse.

And I still havent found that god damn 20$. I wish I was still just obsessing over that.

I hate this. I feel so disconnected, and I start to doubt a lot of things... and then I get mad at myself because I think i'm just imagining it.... anddd... ughh. I can't explain.

This entry was completely pointless cuz I can't not censor myself.

andddd.... now I remember why I commuted the last two weeks ( Read more... )

So I was talking to someone earlier this week and they said something that kinda got me thinking about things. They said that college is supposed to be the place where you meet your lifelong friends and find your husband ( Read more... )

There are only so many entries you can write with variations of the phrase "I hate life" in them.

I had a really good run today (and I didnt fall on my face!) I was only going to go for like 4 cuz i was feeling icky and just depressed today.... but once i got started I didnt want to stop cuz it was just so nice out running along the river ( Read more... )

I am so lame.

And I've never been so unhappy in my life.

When did this happen?

Life sucks right now.

Can I just stay in bed until everything goes away?

Oh there's no possibility that god hates me anymore. This is because god officially DOES hate me.