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I feel that I look like this today:

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We're getting the house... I'm in love with it.

Oh the happy days of free net at my favorite coffee shops. So, all plans fell through for today. I hope tonight doesn't fall apart too. Jer's going out with the guys and I'm going to a show with Ryan. The kick is that I'll be in by 11, but he'll be throwing himself in the bed around 2 or 3am. Not fair, anyone wanna hang out with my at Plum Blossom ( Read more... )

It's been a while. A long, long while. I'm engaged! I've never loved a man so much and at the same time want to knock his ass out. I guess it's a mix of passion and just plain old being stubborn. I'm so set in my ways, as is he, and we're trying to mesh our lives together, so at times it just doesn't work. Oh well, maybe it just takes time. I'm ( Read more... )

I miss Stephanie already. I love that little girl, she's such a sweetheart. I had an amazing second Sat. with her and Ryan. We started out at Temple as usual and then got drinks at Hard Rock. A bit later after checking out Artworks 21 and a few other places we went into Plum Blossum for some lunch and bubble tea. We hit up the usual galleries and ( Read more... )

I'd like just one day to run smoothly. I'd like for my plans to work out just how they should and I'd like to not get so stressed that I punch a wall. That would be nice, sadly I don't see that happening any time soon. So until then, I'll hide here in my room and listen to old Radiostar CDs.. Yes I remember every word. "I wanna be like all the boy ( Read more... )

Why do I do these things to myself? I know that by looking at my ex's page I'll only upset myself. Then, on top of things noticing that his "best friend" is sending rather lovey messages and doing a little reading up on her LJ that they were messing around pretty much the whole time he was back. Nice, so it wasn't just the one girl he was talking ( Read more... )

I don't think I stopped for like, 5 seconds today ( Read more... )