I was thinking, Maybe it was just my vanity, But, as everything does revolve around me, it's not vanity, it just is..... I believe that was a dig at me
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It absolutely was a reference to you. You have only gone on and on in your journal about what a mistake it is to walk that path, how you regret it- and I'm not getting the "for your sake" vibe you usually pull. How you specifically took a job later so you wouldn't be "put you in a building you didn't want to be in." How the first time you only went that way because you weren't thinking and would've gone the other way. You are mistaken, too. Caught off guard and afraid as I was, I still found it pleasant. But hey. It was far easier to ignore me the next time, since I'm "barely someone you used to know."
And all of that is ok. I realize I might sound angry or hurt above, but I'm only stating facts that allude to my thinking, honestly, and why I didn't say anything/initiate contact, aside from nerves. So. Now it's not going to be an issue for you- I start at 6.
You're right.... Every bit I've written and meant what I said..... And I did have reservations, about time and location coming here..... By the end, I fucked up a lot of things, I've never been good at not understanding things that directly effect me.... And I became a major douche. I never wanted to come here and make you feel cornered, or trapped.... or just invade.... your space
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You have only gone on and on in your journal about what a mistake it is to walk that path, how you regret it- and I'm not getting the "for your sake" vibe you usually pull. How you specifically took a job later so you wouldn't be "put you in a building you didn't want to be in." How the first time you only went that way because you weren't thinking and would've gone the other way. You are mistaken, too. Caught off guard and afraid as I was, I still found it pleasant.
But hey. It was far easier to ignore me the next time, since I'm "barely someone you used to know."
And all of that is ok. I realize I might sound angry or hurt above, but I'm only stating facts that allude to my thinking, honestly, and why I didn't say anything/initiate contact, aside from nerves.
So. Now it's not going to be an issue for you- I start at 6.
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