I think my w/d is semi over... I just have headches. tg.

I'm worried about you. you haven't talked to me since you left. you probably won't read this, since its not on tumblr. I don't know how to help you. and its like a stab in the gut. cause I don't know what to do.:/ I want you to be happy, but you're not. you've posted more on your blog than you've told me. Idk. its whatever I guess. through thick ( Read more... )

gym clothes.
hair.
teeth.
clothes.
breakfast.
books.
survey.
lunch money.
teeth whitened.
make up!
bus day. yay.

I want drugs. a lot. I'm watcching the brave little toaster with Carrie. the air conditioner is angry. josh is texting me. I miss you. I wanna cuddle and sleep. I'm super tired. this movie is cute. Carrie got me a hoagie from wawa for lunch. it was so good. my belly hurts. I need to work out.:( which sucks. my goal is a size 9 by my birthday. so ( Read more... )

 it seems so unattainable in perspective. But my life is prettyy fuckingngreat. you, good grades, friends, home.I feel like this should be gratifying. Throwing myself into everything so hard im wearing down, but its all showing. my efforts arent just in vain ( Read more... )

is hard to regain ( Read more... )

I was thinking of asking you out before you left. within a minute of seeing me, you ask me. that was an easy end to the debate in my head. I'm scared, to be honest, of everything that will happen with us. I love you- and you know that I'd do anything for you. fuck babe, if you told me to go jump off a cliff I probably would. I just don't want you ( Read more... )

I love you, and I don't know what I'd do without you...1/30/10 till forever.

not really, obvs, I'm posting one. I don't know what to write. my minds blank. I running on autopilot like its my job. I'm doing so well in school, yay me. lol. that's all there really is to say. i love and miss you..

happy birthday, I love you. even a million miles away, you mean the world to me. hope you're out having fun, stay safe legal one.<3