Not gonna lie. It's been a rough couple of days. For assorted reasons, I have been overwhelmed with being lost, doted on, exploited, confused, bombarded and forgotten. The shit-storm has hit, and I'm just going to cling onto a branch for awhile and hope it stops soon ( Read more... )

I won Miss Unity. That's fun ( Read more... )

I am at work.

I am at work wearing a big furry hat.

I am at work not working when I should be working.

I am at work thinking about putting on Crest Whitestrips and bleaching my teeth since I'm not working and have no intention of working.

I am at work.

That is all.

These bones begin to freeze ( Read more... )

So alot can change in a few days ( Read more... )

So yeah. I don't really have anything imperative to say. It just so happens that I have a few minutes ( Read more... )

I'm back in the Fort. Life is pretty sweet. Even though I'm working retail 40 hours this week, I'm still relatively happy. Tired, but happy nonetheless. I'm kindof sad that my phone doesn't ring when I'm at home like it does at school. It's a relief to not be tied to it, but it's definitely a significant change ( Read more... )

So last night, I was entirely too tired, but I couldn't sleep. And if you know me at all, you know that I can ALWAYS sleep when given 5 minutes. I'm practically narcoleptic. Anyway. I just had a thousand thoughts running through my head ( Read more... )

Fuck guys, I'm stumped. I have NO clue what I want from life, and I'm scared shitless to admit it. For some reason, the present seems alot harder to deal with than the future.

Should I be merry? Is merriness always a facade, or is it just me? I'm not merry. The same way I wasn't thankful on Thanksgiving. I'm bitchy and battling my addiction to food and battling my money troubles up the ass. Bah friggin humbug ( Read more... )