Something that is extremely frustrating to me is that if I was perfect for a year, for fifty two weeks, I bet I could get a better teaching position by the end of the year or at least be in the process of interviewing for a better position, but in practice I cheat on what I should be doing all the time. 

I am getting drunk on a bottle of wine because I was about to run out of money, but my father gave me the $250 check he gives me every month for car insurance and health insurance early because I told him that I was about to run out of money because the first check I get paid for teaching isn't coming for another 18 days ( Read more... )

It's been bothering me for awhile now that there are a lot of people that know they are supposed to be moderate and being extreme is a huge problem for both left wing and right wing leaning people, but instead of being moderate, there are a lot of people that end up hypocrites and being two faced ( Read more... )

I was thinking today too about how it is annoying when someone that is into more obscure bands makes it sound like Nirvana is like Michael Jackson. For one thing, I think Kurt Cobain knew that the musical culture was all about people that liked obscure bands and pretended to be better than everyone else while also sneaking peeks at like Bananarama ( Read more... )

It feels like I have some weird obsession about Kurt Cobain and Nirvana, but it is unusual for someone that was an icon during my developmental years to have so much free content available about them on You Tube. You can literally watch over fifty live Nirvana performances and some from really odd places that you'd think there would be nothing ( Read more... )

I bet men in their 60s are interested in the grandmas that are interested in me at the call center, but they say "No, ick!" just like I say "No, ick" about them ( Read more... )

To add to the last entry though. I will say that as soon as I see a woman that is younger and has a more attractive body, my hormones get excited and they make a much better first impression than a grandma that is interested in me at the call center. Part of it though is that I know the ladies at the call center have nothing and are interested in ( Read more... )

Sometimes I see a Latina woman that is a little bit older and that smiles really big at me like she is desperate for a man in her life and what I get out of it is that she wants someone to fill a predetermined role in her life so that her friends will shut up that she doesn't have a man. Also, she probably wants help with her bratty children and to ( Read more... )

To bounce this entry off the last one, I like how the schools that I work for in Anaheim sort of coddle the teenagers and get them used to turning things in by deadlines and being able to sit through classes. It is like they are prepping them for being able to do the same thing in junior college and from there they can do something similar for an ( Read more... )

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