I am the reason I am unhappy.

[mandas_tutu]

I just reread all my past journal (written) entries from the past 4 months.

I fucked up. I didn't speak up with fear of loosing what I had. and instead... im going to loose what i have.

Maybe one day I will know what I want... so I dont loose what I want becasue of it.

I learn slowly. I know this

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[mandas_tutu]

mind you... your uncertainty should tell you something.

God i am just one big contradiction, oxymoron, paradox.