Can I share with you things that men said to me this week that majorily turned me on?

Sent me a song that they were currently moved by, and I actually liked it. (they actually understand my taste in music)

texted;  "I want to be close to you"

when discussing the next date, they said: "I have a couple of good ideas in mind"

- Drool.

I am loosing hope.

I have alot of fear of self disapointment right now. Fear that I fucked up my life somehow and will be alone forever, I feel like I am losing friends by the minute. Everyone thinks I am so social that I will be fine ( Read more... )

Oh dear 2022,

You havn't been bad, you havn't been great.

My biggest fear atm is being single for my 35th birthday.
Not having a child before 40.  (or at all)

im really scared.

other than this MAJOR aspect of life, love and companionship and my personal goals - life is fine.

I guess $200 an hour isn't that much anymore.

it is easy ( Read more... )

me having ADHD feels like the only thing that makes sense

Wow, How have things been going? Well I am doing my year in review at the latest stage I EVER have. and last year's didn't go so well b/c I had to stop due to termoile.   Guess its like doing taxes, need to get done by april 30th ( Read more... )

How an anyone feel modivated to do anything during the darkest coldest months of the year during the 100th lockdown with nothing to do . Bars and dancing were so wonderful during this time ( Read more... )

I might be more poly than I think I am
I might be more gay than I think I am
I might be more hippie than I think I am

I might be more "spiritual" than I think I am.

Dear Aug 8th ( Read more... )

I just fear I am loose everything I love about myself.

My dacing, spark for life, vitality, looks, body and overall happiness.

Even September feels too long away. Will this end? I have held onto hope for a year. but I am now loosing hope ( Read more... )