So I really feel like im graduating into adulthood ( Read more... )

Be Authentic they say,

everything will aline when you are being you truly.

WELL, the authentic me doesn't get jobs.

I am so tired of trying to fit into the confine os what other people want for the job they are looking for fill.

They already know exaclty what they want and you have to interview to BE that person.

That is just gross.

FUCK YOU

For this particular position, we decided to look for a candidate with more luxury and/or fine art sales ( Read more... )

When I look at photos of us, i realize that i never let anyone in as much as I let you in.

We may not have talked about our true innerthougts and fears toooo much... it wasn't that kind of relationship.
But I can see in those photos.. esp compared to photos of me with anyone else... Ihad go guard. there was nothing between my insides and you. You ( Read more... )

So when I think about where I am in my life, I am ok
When I think about where I am in my life compared to others,i feel a little behind, but I am ok
When I think about where I am in my life compared to my life 10 years ago, 5 years ago, I cry.

The only reason I cry isbecause I had so many opportunities that at the time I didn't think were for me ( Read more... )

Oh What a year 2018 was! Hard one to sum up... lots of changes and new beginnings or ends to previous things. Maybe it was a year of tieing up ends / finishing things that once were my 20s.

here we go.... in no specific order: The highlights / significant moments of 2018.

2018:

• Started the year on a debauchery event in Deerhurst report having stupid ( Read more... )

When its pride month and all you can think about is dick

I am addicted to lust.

So this is probably the latest I have ever done this. Not to mention that I did this last night and it for some reason didn't post and I am doing it again now.

So here we are, 2017 in review: In no particular order. (although if this goes the way it did last night, this will read more like a story than like the usual highlights and notable events ( Read more... )

I sit here, in the midst of a fight with my gf, thinking about me.

of course.

but I can't lie... it feelssoooooo good.
listening to the music that makes me who I am, that makesme me... and I can't help think thoughts that I question if they are realistic.
Is desiring ature connection with a partner too much to ask? is that even possible? It ( Read more... )