So now i am going throu the angry stage where i have questions like: do u care if we r friends or not coz ur givin me mixed messages, how could u use me and b with me wen u liked her, y did u blame us failing on me wen u were the one that had issues with us, y did u not want to make it beta, wat did i do to deserve this, y r u pushing me outa ur ( Read more... )

PLEASE im begging u guys to pray for me. im so broken. i don't wana love him anymore. i dont wana feel like i wana b with him. i no i would take him back in a heart beat. i dont wana feel this pain. i feel so cut, so angry that its not me he is with. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Three fuckin years comes down to him not wanting me in his ( Read more... )

SO now i feel like Becky. Dave has a new girlfriend and it ripped me. He is only a guy and he is a fuckhead. Man it got to me more than i thought it would. Hopefully now i can move on. I became a different person last night being all emo and y do i constantly feel sick. stupid manda. thats not who i am. i felt myself going down the path of self ( Read more... )

Wat do u think of this statement??
LOVE IS A CHOICE

Well tonight I am having a sleep over with Bethy, Dart, my cous, mayb Suzi and whoever else would like to join. We r going to watch futurama and play juiced on playstation and drink port and other alcomoholic drinks and hav bacon and eggs in the morning. I havent bn home a lot lately and if i hav iv bn coming home after 12. Its quite nuts and quite ( Read more... )

Dear all who give a hoot
my aim is to let go and all that love i give, im goin to use for me.
I'm better than this emo crap, i'm worth more than feeling like crap
if that sounds selfish, well it's been a long time comin

So I have bn working all weekend and bn studying during all the time that I have spare. I just finished an assignment so yay me, but i am beat. I just wish that I could see one of my friends right now. I really need to spend time with friends after being by myself studying and working all week!! DOh!! Man I hav bn studying for two days straight, ( Read more... )

So besides the occasional conversation that really gets me down, I am doing good. I feel that I am doing everything wrong, when I want everything to b the opposite. Does that make sense?? I care about him. I wish I knew wat he was thinking. Where is the movie what men want??

I'm a rock star> I hav the pics to prove it!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh we r playing tonight. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.