I say no, it doesn't feel the way I want to, I don't know what I'm supposed to do at all

[mandee_jayne]

Okay, LAST bout of negativity and anger, and I'll go back to being happy again, I promise. At least I hope so, if he takes me off like I'm telling him to. Otherwise I will just have to try to find out how to ban him, that's the only way to get yourself taken off someone else's LJ, right? (ETA: no worries, he took me off a half hour later

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[diesiraea]

I'm sorry to say this, but this Matt guy is starting to sound like a real moron.

[mandee_jayne]

Yeah, I don't know if he's doing it on purpose to get me angry or what. Somehow I think he is. He can feel better about things if I'm angry rather than hurt. Or he's just really this fucked up. I'm not sure. I don't really care anymore. A half hour after I posted it, he did take me off, so that's good, I guess. He didn't reply or anything, so...I guess that's the end. I really wish this didn't have to be the way things ended...but there it is. :/

[diesiraea]

Even before this happened, it seemed as though things ended well between you two (when he made the apology post), so there definitely was no need for him to turn around and do something like that. Sounds like a case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde ...

[mandee_jayne]

Yeah, I was absolutely content leaving things the way they were. I don't know, maybe he didn't know I could still read those, since I took him off. Perhaps he had other reasons for not taking me off his. I really don't know.

[beraht]

Did he take you off?

[mandee_jayne]

Silly, I edited the post saying he did, half an hour later, which is odd because I know he's never online after work usually. But yeah, he didn't say anything...just took me off...

[80sfiend]

Honestly, I'm so proud of you for sticking up for yourself. He should have realized that you were still on his flist...men are so stupid sometimes. I hope he takes that comment to heart as he certainly deserves a kick in the ass for moving on so quickly. Gah men are so stupid sometimes. :(

*hug*

[mandee_jayne]

There are conflicting opinions that he left me on his flist on purpose, and knew that I'd end up reading that, and wanted to piss me off. I can't figure out why he'd do that. Hasn't he hurt me enough already? I just don't understand. Other than, possibly, dealing with an angry girl is easier than a hurt girl. But he didn't have to deal with me, he simply had to cut me off on his side too, and we could move on. Now I had to end things on a really bitchy note, and it just makes me so sad. Why couldn't things just have been left as they were yesterday?

Men are stupid. I chose to believe stupidity over malicious intent.

*hugs*

[ritzgrrl]

I'm glad to read you're doing better!

[mandee_jayne]

Thanks :)