i am so ridiculously sick ( Read more... )

my skin is a little bit darker

( what im sideways ??? )

i wash my hands of martha and amber

i was a fool for trying to keep a frienship that clearly hasnt been there since sophomore year of highschool.

fallin fast and hard into a deep depression

im not comin out of my cave for anyone

see ya.

i told andre exactly how i felt ( Read more... )

evan and i went to rasputin records
and i bought a used video game

night is better

i guess it is happening

but i have no way of getting there and back

i could have made $40 working
what a waste of a day

i took today off because i was told that we were having a.. get together? on the third?

nobody gave me the details
and it's the third

so im guessing its not happening.

fuck taking a shower.

martha just called
asked if i wanted to go to a 4th of july bbq thing
i feel like a filler friend to make parties bigger
amber was over there
they never call to just hang out