Well I just got back from my one class on Friday. I figured out today that if I didn't have all that extra credit in Chem I would be getting a C instead of an A ( Read more... )

Well so far yesterday and today have been really fun. Yesterday I went to class. Then I hung out with Kyle for a little bit which was nice. I came home and layed around and then I got a call from Courtney. She was home and I was excited. We hung out doing random shit and then we went to the movies. We saw Just Like Heaven. I liked it a lot, very ( Read more... )

Grrr.

For once I decided to not procastinate and so now I have nothing to do.

Well I suppose I am doing better adjusting to all that has happened, but it is still weird. My life feels so different from what it was this summer and I miss it. I miss everything about it, I miss constantly having fun, I miss hanging with friends all the time, I miss being with Kyle, I miss babysitting my girls, I miss having a little bit of ( Read more... )

Right now I'm just sitting here thinking. I'm crying because I am just sitting here thinking alone. I hate this feeling. This feeling of complete and utter lonliness. It's hard because people who you want to care, don't and people who do care can't be there. I wish that I could just grow up, forgive and forget, but I can't. I'm not sure I want to. ( Read more... )

.................I just wish things were the way they were

I guess I've just being going to school....

This week has been weird. I tried to hang out with some friends a lot because of them leaving and what not. Wednesday night I went up to the Casino for the first time with a bunch of people. That was fun and I even walked away with some extra money in my pocket so that's cool. I hated saying goodbye to Katie and Courtney though ( Read more... )

*Sigh*

*Sigh*

...........Well I KNOW that I will be okay. I do. Right now it  just sucks. And it hurts. A lot.

Anyways I'm going to stop writing and thinking about that.  I must say Saturday was horrible, minus going over to Nichole's.

Yesterday I had to work and then Schayna came over. She gave me my birthday present and we talked for a few ( Read more... )

Well a few more minutes to enjoy my birthday ( Read more... )