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[mandi87]

Is it possible to love someone so much that you truely dont know what to do with yourself when they are gone? I miss John Watts so much I just dont understand why HE can't see that I miss him like whoa! This is killin me and I am tryin to be so strong but somehow someway I just cant do it anymore, I havent talk to him in over a week and I cant

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[kennychesney_1]

amanda, how could you ever say that jared never listens to you anymore or that he liked to see you miserable. yea he was your brother but the relationship and bond between siblings is very strong and although he may have acted like he was happy when you were miserable he was really hurting inside to see you like that. i know jared would never let anything bad happen to you when he was still alive but now he is in heaven and he is still lookin out for his little sis in any way possible that he can! i mean cmon how many times have we seen 56?!?!?! lol and i know john still loves you and you two will be together in the end. maybe his call last night was another sign, maybe you should call him back, but this decision is up to you. amanda listen to your heart and do what it tells you to do not what i say or your parents or anyone else, do this for yourself. well i hope this helped i love you talk to you later ~mander~