Getting it all out so I can be strong and let go.

[mandina_lee]

I woke up this morning feeling so bad about my life. I feel so disconected from those I love. I fear I only stand to lose more. I'm afraid of losing everyone I care about. The only people I'm NOT afraid of losing or worried about my status with are mt guys in Japan (yes you). I'm really secure there. *sigh* I think its a good idea to talk about

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[sylverwolfe]

*hugs* you're gonna have to do a hell of a lot more than feel down about yourself to lose me, honey. like, you'd have to go postal and shoot me in the head, and i'd probably still love you. 'cause i know stress and feeling down and generally seeing yourself as a failure, so i'd totally understand. you're doing what you can, talking to friends AND a therapist, you recognize the bad days and you make an active choice to do your best even when you feel like crap. you're doing very well, even if it doesn't always feel like it. i have faith in you, and i love you. *hugs*

[kaohotplate]

*HUGGLES* ;___; I really hope you feel better. I think you're a super cool person ^_^ not a failure at all! and working out always helps me...so hopefully today will get better ? ^_^

~JeSsIcA~

[haru_no_sakura]

*HUGS!!* I hope you feel better! Those feelings are hard to deal with, but just remember that you've got people who care about you and will be there for you. You're not a failure!!! <3333