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[mandoissoohot]

i never thought id feel this way again
but i do
and i dont know what to do
fuuuuck
why must i be sooo stupid sometimes
i cant handle this
i dont want to get hurt
or hurt anyone else

obscure yes, but . . . i dont know where i was going with that

oh by the way
jamie if you read this
i tried to call you
i think im ready to be your friend again

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[immarryinggabe]

I don't know what i did to you that made you turn your back on me. you really hurt me, towards the end and throughout our whole relationship/friendship. things you said to me and how you treated me...i don't even know what to say to you now.

[mandoissoohot]

i dont even know where to begin
it was never my intention to hurt you . . . ever
i loved you more than you could ever imagined
but i never felt that i was good enough
and its not like you never hurt me with your words or actions

im nervous everytime im at my sisters
walking into heb has become an ordeal
i dont know what would happen if i ever ran into you
im not prepared for that
i saw a girl who worked at dairy queen on my side of town who looked and sounded just like you
and i nearly cried
i guess there are some people you'll just never get over
but i want to learn to live with this and i want you to be my friend more than i've ever wanted anything in my entire life