Sometimes knowing that there's so much better waiting for me on the other side; no pain, hurt, rejection, or frustration about things and people that you just can not change, makes it so hard for me to want to stay on this crummy Earth.

Lauren, thank you for what you said today. It may not seem like a big deal, but it meant a great deal to me. I ( Read more... )

I'm so utterly confused and torn right now. There are so many thoughts running through my mind that need to somehow come out or I will never sleep tonight.

I won't go into the details, but things just keep getting worse with some people that I know. I am so hurt and confused by it, and I know that I need to leave it up to God but I don't know where ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long while. It's been at least a few weeks, I think. I'll see if I can try and remember to cover all of the interesting things that have been going on in my life this past month ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to miss seeing some of my friends everyday.

It's only been 3 weeks.

Nine more months to go.

Ever drink milk so fast you get dizzy? Yeah, well I just did. I haven't had a glass of that delicious white substance in years, it seems. Stupid lactose intolerance. I'm rebelling against it, no matter what may take place in my intestines later on tonight or perhaps tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

AWESOME night ( Read more... )

I had an amazing night, I don't even know where to being ( Read more... )

Now that all the "seniors" started at REC today, it made me realize how much I'm going to miss going to school with my friends and seeing them everyday. It sucks ( Read more... )

( Suddenly you're mine... )

I went to the University today to find all of my classes. It made everything seem so much more official now that I know where my classes are and I feel a bit more acquainted with the campus. I think that this next "year", starting Sept.6, is going to be one of the most difficult years of my life. Not only will it be tough, but it's going to very ( Read more... )