Life just isn't fair.

Everytime he touches me I wish it were you.

Still living around here often makes me feel like I've never really left Mainland. It's impossible to meet someone even slightly cool without that person already having an opinion of you based on what their friends have to say about you and miscommunicated information from biased parties. Everyone talks about everyone else and you can't trust ( Read more... )

Why do people my age keep getting pregnant ON PURPOSE?!

I'm so glad I made it to the beach today. Even though I wasn't there for very long, the vitamin D really picked up my spirits. Is there any better feeling than lying in bed with freshly washed hair and sun-kissed skin while the ocean breeze blows through the screen door? Methinks it not. ❤️

He doesn't even wear his ring anymore.

Officially on a liquid diet until further notice. I just want to look like I used to. I'm so limited because of my appearance. When I was hot, shit was just handed to me. Not that I don't want to work for the things I want. I just really feel like I'll never get the quality of things I desire until my self-esteem is back. I can't stand living in ( Read more... )

Those fuckin' girls, they smile and nod but never a single word. I'm just in the way. I'm the ball and chain. You're the jailbird chirpin' how hard life is in the cage. How hard it is wakin' up next to me...

Who do you--

Who do you--Who do you--Who do you think you are?

Ha ha ha, bless your soul.
...do you really think you're in control?

I really actually do love him. Despite everything. I still love being in his arms at the end of the night. I feel so safe and protected. ❤️ I don't have to decide yet.

...right? =\