ugh.

[mandy_is_hot]

whats out there for me? is there really an opportunity for me to have part of that life that i should have? Am i afraid to go out and meet the friends that should be a part of my life? Have i used the fact that i get along with straight people, to avoid getting along with gay people? Why did i feel "out of place" in a gay crowd? Why was i screaming

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[forumyonly1]

hey sweetie.. i'm sorry you are so frustrated right now.. Honestly.. i can't say that i understand how you feel.. but i think you should be with people that make you feel good and that you are comfortable with.. gay or straight shouldn't be an issue.. i think you will find some one that makes you happy.. but i don't think you have to have a bunch of gay friends to do that. You have a very fun spunky personality and you are such a caring sweet person once you get close to some one. you don't have to prove your gayness to other gay people.. just be yourself and if they don't like it.. then they shouldn't be your friend any way!! i love you and i'm sorry you are having such a hard time! i'm always here for you if you need me!loves!!!

[jujubee4]

haha ur a gay homophobe... i love u!