So many things go on right now.  Like...its becoming overwhelming.  What is really making me depressed, tired, angry, bitchy... just... sad... is my mom. She really is playing these like mind games with me.  Shes mad at me for going out with my friendswhen she said i could spend the night, then shes asking me if i wanna go shopping with her for ( Read more... )

omg... help... helpme.........................................

i've fallen and i can;t get up...

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Have a certain fantasy? quite a few actually
What is it?  having sex with someone hott.... Brad Pitt
Had sex?  No... damnit
Given oral sex?  yea
Recieved oral sex?  no
Given a handjob/fingered? yea
Recieved a handjob/been fingered? yea 
How many people have you kissed? well.....like 7?
How many have you made out with? made out is different... uh..5?
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There are some boys in my life... which...i have choices.... lets discuss without the names

boy number one....

always have talked about getting together, but nothing ever too serious... he's always calling .. and always willing to hangout.. but i just get too nerous to call because.. as you can say.... he is very "well known".. like friend wise... ( Read more... )

I know what i want to write about... but its too......... forward with my feelings for a certain situation that happened.  Now... i don't even know why i did it b/c its probably never going to happened again..... unless... i dunno he changes his mind.

waterpolo starts in like a week.  which i'm really excited about.  Something to get my mind off ( Read more... )

WOW. I HAD THIS WHOLE LIKE.. RAGING BITCH POSTING I WAS ABOUT TO DO... AND LIKE. I READ IT.. AND I WAS JUST SAYING TO MYSELF. WHAT IS THE POINT OF SAYING ANYTHING.  I'LL HAVE THEM FIGURE IT OUT. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.  LIKE REALLY.. IT WAS ONE OF THE BIGGEST UPDATING THINGS EVER JUST ABOUT PEOPLE PISSING ME OFF.....AFTER I READ IT.. I FELT RELIEVED ( Read more... )

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i don't really know what i am updating my journal about really.  I'm just super bored right now... wondering what i can do with my hair for Winterball..... i dunno.  I don't really feel like going anymore.  O well i'll have alot of fun with my date.  He's a cool guy.

I got a cool phone call from Nate... him teeling me he loves me and all this shit ( Read more... )

I need a black dress... a cool one..

does anyone have one? Steph? I knoooooooooo you do...can borrow it for winter ball/ please?

if anyone has one.. call me 651-5762

wow.. i'm so tired.. like.. i dunno. i don't even know why i am updating my journal.. thats how addicted i am ( Read more... )