Prom was so amazing, Crista is so amazing, life right now seems so amazing. I am sad that we missed pictures and that I spent too much time at PHS and not enough time at DHS. I wish I would have had a dance with Noah and I wish Cory wasn't a protective hawk about it. I wish alot would have been different but in all reality I wouldn't change ( Read more... )

Prom is on it's way and seeing everyone so excited is getting me in the mood I guess. I need set priorities and make time to be a kid. All this stress is killing me. I always feel like I am going to crack, I take everything so seriously. Mabey Crista is right. I just don't like the thought of being dependent on a tiny pill to control my emotions. ( Read more... )

I am soo in love, life couldn't be better. To be with the most amazing person in the world creates your own personal eutopia. Just to be in my own bubble of happiness is wonderful. But once I step out and find myself among the common people, I am once again sad. Right now life inside the bubble is secret, our own secret garden. One day I will open ( Read more... )

tatu is an awesome union. If only the world were so accepting of all lesbians, or of all homosexuality. How I enjoy the idea of being free and open, to be uncaged, life would be great. I walked out this morning and I wrote out this song I just can't remember who to send it to.....but deep down inside everyone knows what they're saying and who they ( Read more... )

NO MORE BLOOD! I hate this, I wish they would leave me and my blood alone. IF there is something wrong, which there isn't, I don't want to know anymore. I am tired of this. There is nothing with me, well mabey there is, but who cares, it hasn't killed me yet. I just hate this feeling of being so weak and heavy and dizzy. OH well, Thanks a bunch mom

Once again the fear of something being too good to be true has entered my life. This time I am scared. Curious what people with think and say. Curious what I will do. How will things end. I wish I had someone like Noah in my life again, in any relationship setting. But I guess I have to work with what I have. I wish someone else would come and fix ( Read more... )

Disney shouldn't get Jim Henson Co ( Read more... )

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smashed along the highway, caressed by the peace of a dove ( Read more... )

So no GS tonight, that totally slipped my mind till now....but I did start my dress. A new color, a new style....a new start? I feel so girly, with all these plans and superfacial demellias, I feel out of place. I wish it were summer, I could be myself, if I can ever be that person again. Summer is always better, I guess I just have to wait. School ( Read more... )