you know how some days you wake up and no matter how hard you try it kind of inevitably turns into a shitty day? it seemed like everyone was out to get me or out to piss me off or in my way or something today. i couldn't escape people even though all i wanted was to be alone and wear a sign that said "dont talk to me" so i wouldn't have to deal ( Read more... )

as i step up to the starting line
about to begin this post starlight run
i look around at the mae sky
and the burning bright sun
furthur seems forever and
my senses fail once again
in my crazy movie life
and my chemical romance within.

i recall the brisk autumn day,
a day in the early november
we sat staring at my dashboard,
confessionals loud as ( Read more... )

yesterday i laid out in my backyard next to the pool and read. it was so glorious. granted every once in a while the wind would blow and i'd be slightly chilly, but other than that it was a perfect afternoon. and i got a tan! in february! without artificial sun! to me that equals a good day ( Read more... )

quote of the day:
" no tots?
  no eggs?
  no more good grades!!"
    --chelsea

honors breakfast was gay.
track was gayer.
i suck at it.

i wonder how many times i've gone around the fhs track in the past 6 years?
too many.
i want to quit.

i'm bummed out.

valentine's day is worthless.

luckily i have chelsea and she is amazing and gave me a pink rose.

today is my birthday? in chelsea's planner.
i think she's bringing me a huge cake?
i will be happier today?
i will be happier today.

why friday was neat:1. chelsea and i scamming richie, garrett, schaef, and ben into giving us $5 to buy the awesome suckers the art kids sell ( Read more... )

today i decided i wasn't up for the whole school thing so i got in my car and left. i dont need school anymore, i've been accepted to college. so i up and left that bitch right after 3rd hour and came home and ate cupcakes and watched kindergarten cop and E! True Hollywood Story: The Spice Girls. it was fabulous. i was lucky enough to turn on ( Read more... )

tongiht was awesome. drewadb brian and ben and nancy and i drank beer together then we went o meyers. louis was there and  we stole drinks from meyres downstaris fridge with tim. evans. not the other time he's at franks. ben'sd ick hurts. he has to pee alot but he's not drnnk. i am though, een thoug h he says i'm nto . he doesn't knowi'm waring ( Read more... )

slr 12885 (3:48:26 AM): you acint kinda funny
slr 12885 (3:48:35 AM): poppin for that money?
slr 12885 (3:48:39 AM): looking for a a baller
slr 12885 (3:48:52 AM): i aint worried about joesephinee
slr 12885 (3:49:07 AM): ophi i am so awespemoem
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go patriots...i guess ( Read more... )