I am not a staircase...I am a person...I have emotions, as in plural...my happy meter does run on empty, and i can yell. Please don't take advantage of the fact that i get over my anger at a slightly abnormal pace, because i might get over it, but i don't forget. I am well aware when i am being used, and i know when i am being manipulated. So you ( Read more... )

Every day i take a little longer getting up, getting ready, getting on with my life. I'm trying to do something that even the most intelligent scientist cannot do...I'm trying to slow down time...I don't want to stop it, but i do want it to slow a little. Perhaps my reasons for such an occurance is shallow, but i don't care. Because the slower ( Read more... )

A gleeful smile,
A flowing laugh,
An innocent persuasive manner,
A friendly gesture,
A happy face,
An open heart...

A sharpy smile...permenent
A choked out laugh...changes with each day
A persuasive manner...testing people's limits
A simple gesture...watching people's reactions
A disguise to all around me...halloween everyday
A beating heart...locked up and ( Read more... )

                                I miss the taste of fresh brewed ice tea. I  miss the feel of the sun beating down on my head as i drank that tea. I miss drinking that tea after a long day of strenuous playing with next door neighbors and friends down the street. I miss the days that i could run outside with my shoes untied and my clothes slightly ( Read more... )

I just had a sudden bout of lonely just now...and i don't know how to get rid of it...but perhaps hugging my pillow will help...closest thing to a person that i have right now. Or lucinda, lucinda makes me happy

I am the picture of polite perfection. I smile when expected, and say please and thank you as if it was my job. I go through the motions but i never put forth my EMOtions...and right now that will do. I will scrape by and do what i do best for however long it takes...

My name is Mandy...and i'm a shopaholic...

I'm sitting in my bed and part of me wants to jump up and take a shower...that part of me i wanna throw out the window. Mid-terms are behind me, and i'm letting them stay there. However the grades will stay, and for that i want to throw myself a pity party, full of NO pity inducing things, like cake, and coffee, and friends, and BALLOONS, oh and ( Read more... )

I basked in the sun for a quick moment today. And in that moment i knew everything would turn out ok. A sigh of relief and i'm on my way.

I want to go through a fiasco. A fiasco so massive and so extravagant that it changes my world indefinitely. Perhaps the idea of a fiasco sounds more appealing than it really is…Or perhaps it only sounds appealing because I’ve seen Elizabethtown one too many times.

I don’t want to live my life avoiding failure, for if I never truly fail, how  ( Read more... )