so things lately have been looking up. i got a job working for one of my good friends and former RA co-worker, Erica!! it's so awesome here.. and i get a free dorm room again! =D PLUS, i was offered shifts at the DC so i ended up working 60 hours in a week ( Read more... )

i do not feeling well today... i received some disappointing news. serves me right though.. i could have seen this coming. (shrug) i think i was on the right track when i decided not to date until i am ready. i don't know why i thought i was ready, but clearly i am not. i have been tricked.. tricked into thinking that i was ready to move on. but ( Read more... )

It's the hardest thing ( Read more... )

so i'm cleaning my room and organizing all my stuff.. but i came across a christmas card that affected me so much that i had to pause and write it down ( Read more... )

i feel REALLY stressed. school is winding down, but i have A LOT of projects to do. this weekend alone i have to start and finish TWO 7 page papers (due monday) and create/design 5 activities that i would do with my children if i was a teacher. AAAAAAAAAAND i was supposed to turn in a binder for my theatre class today, but didn't.. so i'm gonna ( Read more... )

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. ( Read more... )

i was thinking today of how to make things better. do the one thing that will make you come back to me. be that bold person that you wanted. dominate the situation. fight for what i want ( Read more... )

so last week, my relationship of almost 2 years (one month shy) ended. when it happened, i pretended to understand and keep my cool, but underneath i was still as confused as i always am when it happens. this time is different.. that's all i remember.. there will be no turning back. i accepted the terms, and cooly agreed that our time had come ( Read more... )

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i was just thinking how much my life has changed in just one short year.. some changes good, some not so much ( Read more... )