the first entry in a decade...

[maneater_fearme]

i cried today because i couldnt take it. god, i hate this school! its so impersonal, and HARD! but the worst thing is that there isnt anyone here like me! i hate hate HAAAATTTE with a passion rich white girls. hate. HHHAAAATTTEEE! and seeing them every day just makes my stomach move. there arent any hipanics here, and worse, there arent any poor

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[peluche_jade425]

wow. i didnt know you were that unhappy there. maybe you should give betsey a call or
send her an email. ask her about transferring, ONLY IF that's what you really decide to do.
hehe, i'd love for you to be a fellow CUNY student with me!! awesome!! yeah that's right
bitch, your pain is my pleasure. lol jk. well all i can say is think about it, and do what you
feel will make you happy. in the meantime, i love you and you know you can give me a
call whenever you need to talk. ciao bella! <333

[maneater_fearme]

IM SO HAPPY YOU STILL LOVE ME DESPITE THE SHIT COMMENT I LEFT ON YOUR ENTRY! sorry, i was bein a lillo sour pus~:[

[peluche_jade425]

thats ok honey (i read the comment AFTER i responded to ur journal, BUT NEWAY lol)..of course i still love u.
and im sorry i didnt mention u, i mean id love to go to school with u too. the only reason i said "aminals" is
b/c we had just seen each other an hour previous & they were the only ones i knew so far who wouuld be
transferring...so thats y, but u will never be replaced biznotch. i'd love for u to go to school here. but again,
its ur choice.

[sans_am0ur]

aww my sweetheart. thats how I feel. why are we so cursed? ughh I miss u baby and its funny u say that ccny thing cuz I was just sayin how I would transfer into queens college or something. hope u feel better bitch cuz then Id have to go there and shoot all them bitches

[peluche_jade425]

p.s. yes, sniffle sniffle. btw, ur entry made me really upset lol. it almost made me cry.
all i can say is, give it some time. i dont want to force u into going to cuny with me,
dont get me wrong. think about it wisely b/c i still think u have a good thing going
for u there. but all in all, its ur decision.

[sans_am0ur]

ur just jealous cuz we got to respond before u did.... <3

[peluche_jade425]

well in that case, it's understandable..but don't say "you two have nothing better to do" --it's as if we have no lives! lol.

[pinkcannibal]

SWEETY.... jesus crist, I know, transfering into a group of people with no one like you is tough... Crist, me coming to the museum school and having no white people there was hrd & then the whole abraham-laura is racist rumour didnt help near the end of eleventh grade, but you know, i stuck it out and graduated & while I could have easily transfered to an all white-hipster-rich girl school (like LAB), I didnt because the reality is that the world isnt made up of all white rich girls and I want to be a teacher in nyc & the fact of the matter is my students aren't going to be all white. So what I am trying to say is that, the field you are trying to enter is made up of rich white girls and these are people, then when you grow older- you are going to need to know them, going to college is about making connections... so while you might HATE HATE HATE these chics now. The reality is you need to know these girls for the job you want & eventually, you will need to know them to get you jobs... So if all you wanna do is teach science in high

[maneater_fearme]

o shit, i never thought of it that way! LOl, i never knew you had it that hard in HS.. all of us college ppl are going through the stuff you went thru while you sit back in your comfy chair makin dough! :] i guess it does pay off to go here... i mean, look at jonathan. he went to ccny for chemical engineering and now hes a ... chemistry teacher.

[pinkcannibal]

is this sam? really? omg no way! I suppose that if I had dressed like a wigger the entire time I was in high school I probably would have had a lot more friends. And I didn't know there was a "white scale" that's absolutly fascinating.

In other news I think you are a total ass hole for trying to get your girlfriend to move back home simply because you miss her. Sure it doesnt really matter that she give up her goals dreams and scholarship... she'd be lucky enough to have you.

god damn I hate men and the fact they only ever see me me me... when hello... it'd be nice if there was at least one successful young woman coming out of our class.

Also, no one spread a rumour about how you were a racist jerk while you were in high school so I can hardly see how our expierences compare.

[mevescayendo]

Okay

[maneater_fearme]

aww! yur entry made me get goosebumpy! than my hairy ass arms and their 3-inch hairs stood on end and i looked like an angry cat. dunno. it was something you wrote in there. ! thanks booboo