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Feb 11, 2005 18:25

I'm listening to my screaming music...

I listen to it so I don't cry...

but it makes me angry....it makes me hateful...and it makes me think bad thoughts....

it's hard to resist a sharp razor at times...but i do....cuz i kno im stronger than that now...

but for how long....

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jamez_kinkster February 12 2005, 00:10:07 UTC
thanks for the comment toots, lol i dont smoke, it was one of those random things you get from other people so i just put it in there. yeah its weird and i'm nuts but thank goodness for your honesty. and i believe i need more black too! lol and i hate that i'm ghetto sometimes, isnt my fault i just turn out like that sometimes lol. so yes some of that was gay. i did change the movie in that one question tho, only because i didnt kno what the other movie was. lol thanks lylas.

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x_fallen_star February 12 2005, 04:14:28 UTC
What happened to the pool party? (the non-wet pool, heh)

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jamez_kinkster February 13 2005, 01:22:25 UTC
i'm so sorry. i've been so self-obsorbed. i love you so much, i never meant to make u think i didnt care, or that i didnt listen i read this everyday i check up on you but i never kno what to say cuz i dont want to be like are u ok? cuz everytime i do i feel it gets on ur nerves. i didnt mean to hurt you i just never kno how to handle you when ur in those moods i dont kno what say, i do care Ash, i care so much your my best friend the only person i can really talk to. dont hate me, i feel so terrible. i kno u dont believe in this sentance, but i do, i love you Ashlee. i'm so sorry.

*~*Wife*~*

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why people hate the truth anonymous February 13 2005, 04:14:21 UTC
alright i wonder if this is the thing you were talking about in the entry above where you were like "no one cares everyone brushes off my problems", maybe we do care but dont know what to do or maybe we all dont really care, you arent all of us so you are not really one to judge us. oh and if its of any help quit helping them if you have a problem with them not helping you.

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one of your wives anonymous February 13 2005, 05:03:01 UTC
I haven't read your last 2 entrys or so thas why I didn't comment plus Im not sure what to do in these situations cause sometimes you seem to think we're being fake and stuff like that if we're like "aw we're here for you talk to me talk to me" but then when we dont comment being all "Im here for you if you need to talk dont worry dont worry" you say we dont care. Sometimes you dont want our sympathy then others you do so you confuse me and i dont know what goes thru your head...i cant keep up but i do care and i've actually been sayin i wanna meet up at the mall w/ a couple people cause i've been doin shitty lately and wanna just have a good time outta the house and your 1 of the people i've been sayin believe it or not

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Re: one of your wives mangledxcorpse February 13 2005, 05:19:05 UTC
yea i understand...im fucked up...n thats ok...cuz i live with it...

if thats what u wanna do tho,im up for it

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Re: one of your wives mangledxcorpse February 13 2005, 05:19:34 UTC
btw sumtimes i dont just need to hear sympathy,honesty works better

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