fuck it all.

[mango_jojo]

here steph is talking about being emotional. well steph, i too am very emotional these days. i keep thinking about my life, an dwhat's happening with it, what direction i am headed towards.....here i am, taking a career course that will set me for life, but the truth of the matter is, this is NOT what i want to be doing. ever since i was a little

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[anonymous]

jords- everything will work out- your a smart girl, just go into a really quiet dark room and listen to whatever your heart tells you too do, The only reason stuff is messed up is because youve been trying so hard to make other people happy.
stuff is fucked up here- its like im happy and sad at the same time, i used to be logical and not think contradictions were possible (gr. 11 philosophy) but now they are alli feel.
-Tamtam

[ideal_love_27]

i love u and we need to talk!! asappppp

[flyin_hi]

jords, everyone has there problems so dont think ur alone with it. things are fucked up here too.
everyday i change my mind about doing the army. sometimes i feel its like the stupidest chiuce ever. i also feel very alone here. the ppl im "friends" with in the kibbutz are so not my type of ppl, that i pretend to like them...and most of them dont even like me, and are not ashamed to show it. and ya, even if i have larry here, i still feel lonely, cuz i never fuckin see him. only like 4 days a month. wat type of relationship is that.
so dont worry jords, watever we're both going tho, and even the other girls...we'll always have each other.
xoxo

[flyin_hi]

jords, everyone has there problems so dont think ur alone with it. things are fucked up here too.
everyday i change my mind about doing the army. sometimes i feel its like the stupidest chiuce ever. i also feel very alone here. the ppl im "friends" with in the kibbutz are so not my type of ppl, that i pretend to like them...and most of them dont even like me, and are not ashamed to show it. and ya, even if i have larry here, i still feel lonely, cuz i never fuckin see him. only like 4 days a month. wat type of relationship is that.
so dont worry jords, watever we're both going thru, and even the other girls...we'll always have each other.
xoxo