Look at the human body, it's imperfect symmetry. That's what we look for in beautiful people, the symmetry of hands, eyes, ears, nose, teeth.
That's how we determine beauty. Strong emotions of life can be balanced with others. Depression I determined by the loneliness I felt once because I was looking back and forth comparing and times in life were equally important but not the same. Really happy to really sad and up and down in between. They're quite different but add up to an important lesson.
Funny how I never realized I what I wanted to do in life until the day he left and then I wasn't ready to pick up the pieces by myself.
Same damned places we always go. Bored as ever, same shops and cafes and we're just too poor to afford much. Nothing changes so much but maybe this time I could show you something new, we'll take a closer look and try something new. Cause I just want to dance in the parking lots again, to big band and swing music. I want to swim in the dirty lake and blow bubbles in the summertime. Same old places we always go, but every time it gets a little better. Better sitting next to you. You alone understand all the ways in which I tick and I'm completely confident in you understanding that.
Life is colorful and powerful, I'm saying "what does that have to do with anything?" You're saying "It has everything to do with it."
I may never understand it. But damnit I'm gonna try. (Read if you will, it's not for you though just little personal reflections)