Masterpiece Chapter 3
A hero is born among a hundred, a wise man is found among a thousand, but an accomplished one might not be found even among a hundred thousand men.
-Plato
“I’ll tell you everything all of it”
“What do you mean, what are talking about?”
“Please just listen okay? I need to tell someone”
“Okay” is all he said
I sighed…………….could I really do this? Tell him everything………..I had too………..someone had to know.
“A year ago” I started “I was normal high school student, I went out, got good grades, ran into alittle bit of trouble sometimes but nothing to serious. Then everything changed when a new kid named Kim Kibum moved to my town.
He was cute, a little rough around the edges, but I was attracted to him….and he knew it….he used it to his advantage. Well anyway, we started dating everything was perfect like it should be all fairytale, and then it suddenly got serious to the point that I lost my virginity to him.”
Yesung looked shocked but still didn’t say anything.
“It was my birthday-
I stopped………this is when it got difficult to tell I still wasn’t sure I could do this.
“It was my birthday-
COME ON DONGHAE! Just say it, you can do this. “He called an and told me to meet him at a hotel, he said there was a surprise waiting for me
And……………….it wasn’t a good surprise”
I had to stop to catch my breathe, yesung must have seen something in my eyes because he kept asking me if I was okay…I waved him off and continued.
“When I got there………at first I thought I was alone…..but after a few minutes I started hearing things in the bathroom……..When I asked who was there…..they said they were the hotel staff………I just let it go…..but then someone grabbed me from behind…I thought it was kibum….but they smelled different”
I started crying tears spilling over and down my face.
“Donghae are you okay? You don’t have to go on okay? You said enough already”
“No! I have to get this out….someone has to know what that bastard did to me”
I started again trying to control my tears with little success.
“’Don’t worry I’ll take care of you”
“Is what the strange man said to me…..I realized I was in some kind of danger than and tried to get away…but my body was feeling heavy and whoozy for some reason….I still don’t know why…but he grabbed me…and started taking off my clothes-“
Say it! My head screamed at me SAY IT! Someone has to know. Someone NEEDS to know what happened that night….what it did to you….why you’re so messed up!
“And then Yesung……he raped me”
Yesung seemed to turn pale then red then purple…all the while he was staring at me like he could kill the guy….but don’t worry that was already taken care of…I made sure.
“I tried to fight back…but what I do? He was like triple my size and Im pretty sure he drugged me some how because all I remember is waking up naked and finding the guy paying Kibum thanking him for his ‘services’
That’s when I found out Kibum sells girls for money….a ‘pimp’ as they usually call them…..he sells women for money……he sold me for money! How could he do that Yesung he said he loves me”
“Oh Hun” He hugged me and all the original frustrations between me and him faded away. I got tears on the shoulder of his shirt but he didn’t seem to mind, he just rubbed my back comforting me….but I still wasn’t done….there were worse things to come.
“There’s more Yesung…..just a little more”
He told me to continue probably wondering what else could be wrong with my life.
“Well after that” I sniffed “I feel into a depression I didn’t do anything for weeks…but one might my parents forced me out….and I met some old friends”
I looked straight into his eyes…this part of the story was really bad and he needed to be braced for it
“They told me they joined a gang and how great it was, boasting about the new family they now had….I joined them…..the gang…I had someone I had to get back at you see….they said they could help me, and they did. The guy that raped me….they helped me find him…..and yesung, yesung they helped me kill him. Yesung I can’t believe I killed someone.”
If I was crying before, now I was bawling and yesung just held me for awhile letting me get it all out. It felt so freeing get it out finally, like something in my soul was right again, I was no longer caged by my past it was no longer a burrier separating me from the world.
“That’s why I’m here yesung” I started still crying “My parents shut me off fron the world after they found out what happened…..I was cut off for 6 months…then they got tired of me and shipped me here to be someone else problem”
“Honey you are no ones problem”
Yesung was really being nice and understanding…..shouldn’t he be a little shaken up by this? I mean I just admit some horrible things and he didn’t seem to be bothered at all.
“Yesung why are you being so nice to me?”
“I understand your situation, come on lets get you home”
That’s how Yesung became my best friend
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Well since some of you *cough cough demand cough cough* asked for this I decided to post it~
*looks at hands* OMG THEY HURT ><
lol
comments pwease *puppy dog face*
Holy jesus my hands hurt~
*runs to get ice*
I have bad wrists ^^
which is why i put off typing this sometimes >>