.009 Coffee
STOP!!!!!!!!
This is a sad fanfic with character death (I just gave the away the whole story) *slaps self* anyway if you are bothered by character death don't read any further thank you
Coffee=Steaming,warming,sweet,hot,comforting.
"yummm" I said as I poured my morning coffee down my throat. "nothing better than that"
"Your sure?" Donghae said as he wrapped his arms around my chest and laid his head on my shoulder.
"I might have something even more tempting" He said as I felt a cool hand lift up my shirt and then a thumb trailing up and down my stomach.
I turned around to breathe him in.........yumm chestnut coffee. Donghae is what made me love coffee, he's like coffee since the first day I met and I've loved it and him ever since.
"That is a tempting offer" Then I leaned in the kiss him . Ahh.......kissing him was like........I can't even explain it...........like my world was on fire. He cupped my face to deepen the kiss, my lips parted and our tongues met. My body was on fire and heart doing heavy palpations.
"This is getting interesting" I heard Donghae whisper, and just when it was getting interesting I also heard the door click open.
"Get a room" Kangin said followed by sungmin's muffled giggles.
Great now everyone was home and we couldn't have any alone time. I pouted a little at the thought.
"Sorry hyung but I can't resist." Donghae said while giving me a quick peck on the lips.
"yah stop doing that around me" And then I heard the impact of Kangin's fist to Donghae's head........he always beats him.
"Owww that hurt."
"Stop complaining, by the way are we still on for tonight?"
"Yeah which bar are we going to anyway?"
"You guys are going to a bar?" I asked
"Why jealous?" He said smiling "What to come?"
I knew he was just kidding. "No I need to work on the choreography a little more, but have fun."
"We will! and wait till I get back, I have a surprise for you."
I didn't know that that would be the last time I would see his smiling face.........The last time I would smell coffee and enjoy it.
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LATER THAT NIGHT
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"Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry naega naega naega meonjeo nege nege nege ppajyeo ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby~~"
What the? Why is my phone going off? I opened my eyes and looked at the clock. 2AM. Who's calling me this late?
"Hello" I answered
"EUNHYUK!" Kangin shouted
"What? Why are you screaming?"
"Eunhyuk you have to get to the hospital......Donghae's been hurt"
"What? How? When?"
"I'll explain everything just get here NOW!"
"I'm on my way"
I hung up the phone and bolted out the door. But when i got to the hospital it wasn't good news. Donghae had been stabbed and was in intensive care and they still didn't know if he was going to make it.
We waited......for what seemed like days and finally the doctor came out. He was currently talking to Leeteuk.
When they had finished though Leeteuk just stood there. I was starting to get impatient though..it's been 5 minutes since the doctor let. So I ran to him and turned him to face me...........he was crying.......
"Leeteuk......what's.........wrong?"
"I'm .............so...........sorry Eunhyuk" He said between sobs
"What are you talking about? What are you sorry about?" Donghae was fine right the doctor just wanted to fill us in
"Eunhyuk.......he's.......he's........."
"NO" I said. It hit me then. He was apologizing because Donghae was dead. He was gone.
"He's......he's gone" I said aloud.
My knees became weak and I crashed to the ground sobbing and saying his name. I could feel the other members hugging me and trying to comfort me but it didn't matter because my universe was gone.
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Coffee= Pain,misery,suffering,hurt,hate
After that I couldn't drink coffee anymore, even the mention of it made me break down. I went so far as to destroy the coffee maker in the dorm. When I would walk by coffee shops though it was the worst seeing all those people enjoying the very thing is this world that made me the saddest.
Kangin had also explained tp me what had happened that night. When they were at the bar apparently a few guys were picking on a girl and Donghae being the nice guy he was stepped in to defend her. But then one of the guys got mad and stabbed him......just like that so simple. I also found the "suprise" he was going to give me. I found it while cleaning out his room, it was a stuffed toy monkey with a huge head and a little body.....it kind of looked like me. It came with a card that read:
To my dearest Eunhyuk,
Happy Anniversary!
you forgot didn't you? I knew you would.
Well anyways I found this in a store and though it looked like you!
It's cute isn't it?
-love you
I did forget.......so he died on our anniversary............
I broke down crying.
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Donghae's Funeral
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Everyone was present all dressed in black and crying. I however was not........I think I ran out of tears honestly.......I've cried so much in the last few days.
Then it was the time to say our goodbyes. I walked up to the casket and peered down. There he was the beautiful man I fell in love with. However he was not looking back at me. I grabbed his hand.....cold......squeezed it a little to see if I would get a reaction but still nothing, and at this time I realized I had to say goodbye.....I had to let him go. I leaned down to press my lips once more to his then I whispered "I love you" In his ear and turned around to never look back.
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After many many months of grieving....I accepted it. I knew he would never come back to me in this life but I would see him again. I also knew that he wouldn't want me to waste my life grieving, he would want me to live, so that's what I did, I lived my life to the fullest possible. But wherever I went I was reminded by coffee that my soul mate was gone.
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AFTERWORD:
Like I said before I'm sick so if anything is spelled wrong I'm sorry but the room is spinning >.<.....maybe I should start wearing scarves Anyway if you were offended by Donghae's death im sorry but I warned you.........I honestly hate happy endings in stories........I think unhappy endings are beautiful and you really get to see true love in them..........I'm strange what can I say XDD........Well hope you enjoyed!! see you~
This is a sad fanfic with character death (I just gave the away the whole story) *slaps self* anyway if you are bothered by character death don't read any further thank you
Coffee=Steaming,warming,sweet,hot,comforting.
"yummm" I said as I poured my morning coffee down my throat. "nothing better than that"
"Your sure?" Donghae said as he wrapped his arms around my chest and laid his head on my shoulder.
"I might have something even more tempting" He said as I felt a cool hand lift up my shirt and then a thumb trailing up and down my stomach.
I turned around to breathe him in.........yumm chestnut coffee. Donghae is what made me love coffee, he's like coffee since the first day I met and I've loved it and him ever since.
"That is a tempting offer" Then I leaned in the kiss him . Ahh.......kissing him was like........I can't even explain it...........like my world was on fire. He cupped my face to deepen the kiss, my lips parted and our tongues met. My body was on fire and heart doing heavy palpations.
"This is getting interesting" I heard Donghae whisper, and just when it was getting interesting I also heard the door click open.
"Get a room" Kangin said followed by sungmin's muffled giggles.
Great now everyone was home and we couldn't have any alone time. I pouted a little at the thought.
"Sorry hyung but I can't resist." Donghae said while giving me a quick peck on the lips.
"yah stop doing that around me" And then I heard the impact of Kangin's fist to Donghae's head........he always beats him.
"Owww that hurt."
"Stop complaining, by the way are we still on for tonight?"
"Yeah which bar are we going to anyway?"
"You guys are going to a bar?" I asked
"Why jealous?" He said smiling "What to come?"
I knew he was just kidding. "No I need to work on the choreography a little more, but have fun."
"We will! and wait till I get back, I have a surprise for you."
I didn't know that that would be the last time I would see his smiling face.........The last time I would smell coffee and enjoy it.
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LATER THAT NIGHT
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"Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry naega naega naega meonjeo nege nege nege ppajyeo ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby~~"
What the? Why is my phone going off? I opened my eyes and looked at the clock. 2AM. Who's calling me this late?
"Hello" I answered
"EUNHYUK!" Kangin shouted
"What? Why are you screaming?"
"Eunhyuk you have to get to the hospital......Donghae's been hurt"
"What? How? When?"
"I'll explain everything just get here NOW!"
"I'm on my way"
I hung up the phone and bolted out the door. But when i got to the hospital it wasn't good news. Donghae had been stabbed and was in intensive care and they still didn't know if he was going to make it.
We waited......for what seemed like days and finally the doctor came out. He was currently talking to Leeteuk.
When they had finished though Leeteuk just stood there. I was starting to get impatient though..it's been 5 minutes since the doctor let. So I ran to him and turned him to face me...........he was crying.......
"Leeteuk......what's.........wrong?"
"I'm .............so...........sorry Eunhyuk" He said between sobs
"What are you talking about? What are you sorry about?" Donghae was fine right the doctor just wanted to fill us in
"Eunhyuk.......he's.......he's........."
"NO" I said. It hit me then. He was apologizing because Donghae was dead. He was gone.
"He's......he's gone" I said aloud.
My knees became weak and I crashed to the ground sobbing and saying his name. I could feel the other members hugging me and trying to comfort me but it didn't matter because my universe was gone.
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Coffee= Pain,misery,suffering,hurt,hate
After that I couldn't drink coffee anymore, even the mention of it made me break down. I went so far as to destroy the coffee maker in the dorm. When I would walk by coffee shops though it was the worst seeing all those people enjoying the very thing is this world that made me the saddest.
Kangin had also explained tp me what had happened that night. When they were at the bar apparently a few guys were picking on a girl and Donghae being the nice guy he was stepped in to defend her. But then one of the guys got mad and stabbed him......just like that so simple. I also found the "suprise" he was going to give me. I found it while cleaning out his room, it was a stuffed toy monkey with a huge head and a little body.....it kind of looked like me. It came with a card that read:
To my dearest Eunhyuk,
Happy Anniversary!
you forgot didn't you? I knew you would.
Well anyways I found this in a store and though it looked like you!
It's cute isn't it?
-love you
I did forget.......so he died on our anniversary............
I broke down crying.
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Donghae's Funeral
-----------------------------
Everyone was present all dressed in black and crying. I however was not........I think I ran out of tears honestly.......I've cried so much in the last few days.
Then it was the time to say our goodbyes. I walked up to the casket and peered down. There he was the beautiful man I fell in love with. However he was not looking back at me. I grabbed his hand.....cold......squeezed it a little to see if I would get a reaction but still nothing, and at this time I realized I had to say goodbye.....I had to let him go. I leaned down to press my lips once more to his then I whispered "I love you" In his ear and turned around to never look back.
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After many many months of grieving....I accepted it. I knew he would never come back to me in this life but I would see him again. I also knew that he wouldn't want me to waste my life grieving, he would want me to live, so that's what I did, I lived my life to the fullest possible. But wherever I went I was reminded by coffee that my soul mate was gone.
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AFTERWORD:
Like I said before I'm sick so if anything is spelled wrong I'm sorry but the room is spinning >.<.....maybe I should start wearing scarves Anyway if you were offended by Donghae's death im sorry but I warned you.........I honestly hate happy endings in stories........I think unhappy endings are beautiful and you really get to see true love in them..........I'm strange what can I say XDD........Well hope you enjoyed!! see you~