It's always raining in my head

[manic_subsidal]

Yesterday things got really bad. I pulled out one my knives from when I worked for Cutco. I was grazing it lightly against my skin and I noticed that after a few seconds a cut had formed. At that point it was all too easy to keep going. I cried afterwards. Not because I was in pain, but because I knew that Jessie would be disappointed. I

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dude....

[anonymous]

matt, come on now. i know talking about hurting yourself might help but actually doing it helps no one man. i seriously want to you throw out those knives. i mean it. unless you plan on using them on some fish or some woodcarving, throw. them. out! its no good having them around just to tempt you to do something no one will like..im sorry i havn't been online that much lately so i can listen to you and give you the advice you need to hear. my email is coldstampes@hotmail.com fell free to use it anytime.

eric